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-Godwin-     Sept, 29 2004    HK    5:08pm

yesterday i end up got off work at 6:30pm, there were tons of orders which is unexpected since it is the day before holiday. i was like dead tired by the time i left office. then i went home to have dinner with mom and dad in the Maxim's restaurant in Chi Fu. it's been a real long time i haven't dine in this restaurant although it's only right under where i live. some church friends ask me to go repluse bay, i knew where would be full of people and not much fun gonna have, but i did go don't know why. so as i expected, full of people on the beach, mostly under age 20 i guess, really not my style... anyway, we still got a little space and start playing those games when a group of people would mostly play, i don't wanna explain what did we play, coz i am not really interested and into it anyways. but i don't know why we can end up left there around 3am that late... it really not a special mid autum festvial for me this time, well anyway, that's how live's sucks sometimes, then you can feel how good it is when it's good. my friend told me you have to experience those sucks and worse moments/ activities/ dates/ whatever in your life, then you will really know/ remember/ feel how good/ happy those moments are, with comparsion. that's really true, but i think those sucks moments are too sucks sometimes. haha..

-Godwin-     Sept, 28 2004    HK    12:42am

weather these days are really nice. just like yesterday, seems feel kinda tired while Hong call up and ask me to play ball. it's already few weeks i haven't touch the basketball, after he asked me, there was a second i think i don't wanna go because of tired. but then i look up the beautiful sky, i decided i must go out and have some fun with the awesome weather. once i walk on the street, i feel my decision is really right, full of sunshine with enough wind, not to wet, really a perfect day to play ball or any other outdoor activities. so i went to play ball in TST as any other usual Sunday, i thought i gonna lost the touch since i haven't play for so long, but may be because of the nice day and my feeling, i enjoy come out there and play, so end up i performed not bad, just like usual, haha awesome!! after that i went to Shum Shui Po to have dinner with grandma for moon fest. and today i am enjoying my last 3 days working in JF, all things just like any other days, nothing special happened. tomorrow is gonna be the moon festival, so my working hours has a bit changed, 10am to 6 around in the night, pretty nice, that's my dream working hours, if i can find a job with this working hours 5 days a week, i will be working for the company all through my life, haha. just kidding and dreaming anyhow...

-Godwin-     Sept, 25 2004    HK    01:45pm

yesterday, i did take sick leave and give myself a 3 days holiday. in the morning, i received my agent call finally. she said because of the tight budget of the department, there will be no renewal for all the contract staffs, which means i will become a no job man after 30th, fuck! i really didn't expect that though, since i work so hard and perform great here in JF.tough luck my mom said, hell yeh! so i have to start those hunting jobs days all over again, shit.. i hope my workmate in JF before can really help me to get a post in JF Central, coz he is working in Central JF right now. anyways, i woke up about 12pm then went to watch movie alone in Cyberport, is the New Police Story. it's a pretty cool film though, not only because those fancy fighting and all the distruction staff, but even some touching moments in the movie, really is the best of Jackie Chan film lately. then at night, was dated Lilian for dinner, but she couldn't get off work on time and she has to attend other K meeting with her friends later at night, so at last i called up Crystal to have dinner with me, we talked a lot, and after dinner in Soho, she took me to a bar in IFC which she has worked in there for a period few years ago, named "Zentral" i guess, and we keep talked and talked, about her complicated love affairs and all kinds of other stuff. after saying goodbye with Crystal around 1am, i head to OWL to meet with Peter, after closing we went to have late dinner as usual, then went to Norman's place. that's my first time i visit his new home in Chi Wan Shan, pretty nice place though and quiet as well, it's a nice place for him to live with Katie in fact. i am now in OWL, gonna help out to open and make a bit Tiramisu, see ya..

-Godwin-     Sept, 23 2004    HK    09:58pm

Right now, I am in OWL, i was heading home by the time i got off work, but eventually my body makes me come here again. may be because i don't wanna go home too early and got nothing to do there. here at least i got some friends to chill with and some pretty girls to check out sometimes. since i think i gonna take sick leave tomorrow, that makes me even don't wanna back home so early. i take sick leave is because i am really sick, not because of lazy (well may be a little), don't know the Watsons pills working or not, but my coughing really 90% healed, surprisingly. i was no hope for those watsons things, just wanna give it a try, but from now on i think it's reliable. however one gone another comes, i got running nose all day, although my colleages gave me some pills they said it gonna work but comes out it doesn't work on me. so i plan to finished all my work on hand which the deadline suppose to be tomorrow, i finished them all today and so i got nothing to worry about tomorrow. a friend of mine called me today said she got tickets for Andy Hui mini concert held on 7th Oct. of coz i will join since i don't know i will need to work or not by then. coz my contract suppose to end on 30th this month, but i still haven't have any news of renewal or not, so i really don't know i will have to work or not on that concert day. but anyway, if so, i will still asked for early leave for the concert. on the other hand, my another friend said she has connection to get nice tickets for Jay Chou concert in Nov. as a person that like Jay's songs so much and haven't attend his concerts once, this time i dare to watch his live performance. hope her connection really works!! i am asking for $400 ticket.

-Godwin-     Sept, 21 2004    HK    12:29pm

today is not a good day for work. early in the morning, sounds of drilling and stuff started, and that's how i woke up from my dreams. and the coughing didn't leave me alone since the last century, it's really driving me crazy, the non stop coughing throughout the working hours in the office, really feel sorry... and today is Toby's birthday, who is my sister. so after i got off wok, i went to have a drink with her in CWB, there's a new cafe opened around the corner of times square, which it's the 3rd or 4th new cafe opened new around that area lately. this one "Union" is also a upstair cafe, but really small one, i think maximum capacity not over 25-30 customers (what i mean in very tight situation). but it's interior design is not bad although it's a small place. drinks and food there are no special for me, and their prices are higher than average, i tried a pasta with pork, ham and susage with cream sourse, but of coz what Peter (OWL) cook is way better than this one in Union. so i think this place is only good for me to sit there and think quietly while i can look down the street to search some pretty girls. most important thing is there must not be crowded, or else you better not go there. i asked Toby to buy some pills for me in Watson's, and i just know this service of getting pills in the watson's pharmacy without seeing a doctor. just tell the guy what you need to heal, he'll find and give you suitable ones. plus it's not expensive, at least no need to pay for doctor's fee. but are the pills really work for me, then i'll have to see and hopefully they do, coz i really don't wanna cough no more, shit..

-Godwin-     Sept, 19 2004    HK    08:39pm

although it's Sunday, but i didn't play ball today, since the heavy rain storm in the morning. so i woke up around 2:30pm, last night when to "after school" again with crystal, Kevin and Duck. we talked a lot until almost 3 am by the time we left there. an when i got home still haven't sleep right away, but watch DVD instead until 5am, haha, pretty sick huh?? one of my buddy in oversea told me he just got married, i am really shocking because i never think this guy, especially he, is the one who can and willing to be stable with just one girl. and his "wife" who i never seen before became to be his wife all so sudden, i wonder how long they have met each other, that's really amazing. i hope this move is not all about emotion and wish them happy together for long. and yesterday really not a specail Saturday, after i woke up around 1:30pm, i came down to TST to have a look of the Audi motor exibition which is created by Po Kit (boss of After School), those new 2005 Audi are not bad, i can't discribe, you have to see it yourself though, but their price are equally higher. after that, as usual when i got nothing to do, i came over to OWL to help out a bit and hang around, that's the whole day which happen on me yesterday. Oh one more thing, when we at after schhol, there is a pretty cute waitress working there, and i saw her few times before, she is not always there, i think she might be a part time. anyway, once Kevin saw this girl, he kept saying she is pretty and cute or something, and want her contact. so at the end he did ask her for an icq number or e mail, but the girl rejected. haha for us of coz it's so funny, and for Kevin, which is the first time he got rejected, haha. i told him HK girls are really different, cannot use simple skill on them. and i agree this girl is really cute, especially when she smiles, i even cannot imagine her look of enger since she is always smiling. so anyway, need to work again tomorrow, a whole new week, with lack of man power since one of the guy will have 3 straight days off, i need to do more work from the other team, shit...

-Godwin-     Sept, 15 2004    HK    12:55am

yesterday was a holiday for me, because of the last one day of the annual leave, i took it on a Monday, so that can have 3 days off. so i went to "Zhun Jeung" to have massage and buy Dvds. i was wanted to find No.12 to do the massage for me, coz everytime i go there i would find her, but not everytime she's avilable. so this time the same, i ask for her to massave me, but in fact she didn't work in there anymore, i ask the girl who massave me this time about her, she said No.12 when to work in a factory, which work are more harsh and less money than working here, really don't know what she thinks... i want her back to massage me, haha! i am waiting for the company answer of my contract renewal, i have worked here for half a year by the end of this month. i hope that i can continue to work here, coz i don't wanna have the period of job searching. and don't wanna face a new condition, haha pretty lazy these days... had dinner with 護士姐姐 one night, had a deep talk with her face to face after 4 months. her thought is still the same, doesn't change much. and she said, and i believe too, has no feel for me now. that's conclude there won't have spark shining any between us. which is a good thing, everything's clear. but i will still care about you, you really need to take care, don't be too tough to yourself. and Yu, feel really sorry for hurting you from something i had said, i didn't mean it. so why are girls like me, but i don't like them, and those i like, they don't like me, even they like me, why can't we be together? that's really weird life huh? that's how life's fun. keep waiting is the only way.

-Godwin-     July, 20 2004    HK    02:35am

i, we just went back from hospital. My Grandfather just past away tonight at 1:05am. we received call around 12:30, then we came to Tsuen Kwan O hospital right away, by the time we arrived is 1:10am, jsut couldn't see his last face. but he was going in peace and quiet, which is glad to see. Hope Grandpa has peace in heaven, let his other fun journey begins!

-Godwin-     July, 14 2004    HK    11:34pm

Last week, my Grandfather 中風, then went to the hospital, didn't wake up throughout the week. until now the situation becomes more caution, feels like not gonna stay long, and waiting for the time to come. i mean, he is over 80 years old, so if he leave now, not too bad at all to coz he already enjoyed his life that long, and i don't like seeing him suffering before he goes, so i rather see him going peacefully then something else. hope he can wake up soon or go to heaven at sleep and peace. so i am now working in the 4th month in this JP morgan. work becomes easier these days, i am quite familiar of what i am doing, and processing quite fastly, plus orders nowadays are not too many, so i don't really feel busy and this is quite relaxing. just sometimes i feel a little bored once i finished all the orders. anyways, i am waiting until the end of the contract and hope the company will change me as a permanent staff. that's what i am looking for this period.

-Godwin-     Apr, 6 2004    HK    10:50pm

Already the 3rd day i work in this JF fund company, pretty much things to learn in the computer system and lots of things to remember and understand, but i think practice makes perfect, as long as i try ad work more and more, i think i can handle it well. plus the co workers are very nice that they teach me with patient, and answer every single question i asked. just one thing not very nice, is the other guy came in the company in the same day with me, he is such a freak, fucking pretend smart, in fact very lazy and stupid. i need to have training with him these days, so i am suffering facing him, but fortunately, i know i am gonna be in the different team with him, so i don't need to part him anymore!! or else i gonna kill myself everyday single day... so 3 holidays gone before today, and to work 2 more days then i wil have 4 more holidays, haha pretty good this month.

-Godwin-     MARCH, 31 2004    HK    3:40am

A wake up call today around 2:30pm, it was the manpower agent, said the client i went for interview last week wants to make me an offer. Woh, so surprising, it's Jardine Fleming Asset Management Limited, part of the JP Morgan. the post is Admin Ass. work location is Mong Kok Grand Centery Place, where above the KCR. 5 days work, from 12 to 9pm.really not bad, the only "bad" thing is, it's just a 6 months contract, well will see later on. anyways. i will start working on 1st April. to celebrate this, i am thinking to buy myself a new cell phone, but i still can't figure out which one to buy, coz the price are really amazing... need to duel with it very carefully. and what's been up to? let me see... that's much about it for now mate.

-Godwin-     MARCH, 25 2004    HK    1:40am

New Start, Everything Goes Back To Normal, Still Looking For A Job Since DEC, Went For Interviews In Several Major Company, Citibank, Stnadard Chartered, JP Morgan, But Still Waiting For A Good Reply. Other Than That, Everything IS Still The Same, Got Not Much Things TO DO IN A Day. Still Alone, NO Girlfriend, Wanna Have One, Wanna Get Back With Her, But She Has A New One, Can't Figure Out Anything, Miss Her 24/7. Anyway, All I Want Now IS A Job And Her, Are WE Have Chance Get Back Together? NO One Knows Except Her, May BE She Doesn't Know Neither, SHIT, I Don't know what i am talking about... warched a lot of film lately since nothing to do, most of them are good, in fact, movies nowadays are improved, and still got tons of good ones to come. nothing much to share, nothing much to say, ALL IN MY HEART, COME BACK TO ME, I'LL BE NICE, I'LL BE GOOD. PLEASEZZZ. my friend PETER got a new CAFE opened in TST, on 加連威老道, opposite to ISSUE, 1st floor, named "OWL". please go there with your friends more once you have time and wanna sit down in a comfortable place, tell all your friends this place and come together, and i'll see you there, remember is OWL!!

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